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    Tuesday, May 2nd, 2006
    Tuesday
    May 2nd, 2006 at 2:02pm
    Crushed...
    they're feeling glad


    Thursday, April 27th, 2006
    Thursday
    April 27th, 2006 at 1:22pm
    One word to describe new tool..... Brilliant!
    1 ain't happy ¦ they're feeling glad


    Friday, March 17th, 2006
    Friday
    March 17th, 2006 at 3:22pm
    Come on come on
    I see no changes. Wake up in the morning and I ask myself,
    Is life worth living? Should I blast myself?
    I'm tired of bein' poor and even worse I'm black.
    My stomach hurts, so I'm lookin' for a purse to snatch.
    Cops give a damn about a negro? Pull the trigger, kill a nigga, he's a hero.
    Give the crack to the kids who the hell cares? One less hungry mouth on the welfare.
    First ship 'em dope & let 'em deal the brothers.
    Give 'em guns, step back, and watch 'em kill each other.
    It's time to fight back, that's what Huey said.
    2 shots in the dark now Huey's dead.
    I got love for my brother, but we can never go nowhere
    unless we share with each other. We gotta start makin' changes.
    Learn to see me as a brother 'stead of 2 distant strangers.
    And that's how it's supposed to be.
    How can the Devil take a brother if he's close to me?
    I'd love to go back to when we played as kids,
    but things change, and that's the way it is.

    [Bridge w/ changing ad libs]

    (Come on, come on) That's just the way it is. Things'll never be the same.
    That's just the way it is. aww yeah...
    [Repeat]

    I see no changes. All I see is racist faces.
    Misplaced hate makes disgrace for races we under.
    I wonder what it takes to make this one better place...
    let's erase the wasted.
    Take the evil out the people, they'll be acting right.
    'Cause mo' black than white is smokin' crack tonight.
    And only time we chill is when we kill each other.
    It takes skill to be real, time to heal each other.
    And although it seems heaven sent,
    we ain't ready to see a black President, uhh.
    It ain't a secret don't conceal the fact...
    the penitentiary's packed, and it's filled with blacks.
    But some things will never change.
    Try to show another way, but they stayin' in the dope game.
    Now tell me what's a mother to do?
    Bein' real don't appeal to the brother in you.
    You gotta operate the easy way.
    I made a G today But you made it in a sleazy way.
    Sellin' crack to the kids. I gotta get paid,
    Well hey, well that's the way it is.

    [Bridge]
    [Talking:]

    We gotta make a change...
    It's time for us as a people to start makin' some changes.
    Let's change the way we eat, let's change the way we live
    and let's change the way we treat each other.
    You see the old way wasn't working so it's on us to do
    what we gotta do, to survive.

    And still I see no changes. Can't a brother get a little peace?
    There's war on the streets & the war in the Middle East.
    Instead of war on poverty,
    they got a war on drugs so the police can bother me.
    And I ain't never did a crime I ain't have to do.
    But now I'm back with the facts givin' 'em back to you.
    Don't let 'em jack you up, back you up, crack you up and pimp smack you up.
    You gotta learn to hold ya own.
    They get jealous when they see ya with ya mobile phone.
    But tell the cops they can't touch this.
    I don't trust this, when they try to rush I bust this.
    That's the sound of my tune. You say it ain't cool, but mama didn't raise no fool.
    And as long as I stay black, I gotta stay strapped & I never get to lay back.
    'Cause I always got to worry 'bout the pay backs.
    Some buck that I roughed up way back... comin' back after all these years.
    Rat-a-tat-tat-tat-tat. That's the way it is. uhh

    [Bridge 'til fade]
    Some things never change.
    1 ain't happy ¦ they're feeling glad


    Tuesday, December 27th, 2005
    Tuesday
    December 27th, 2005 at 7:29pm
    arh live jounral hahha...well i would say im pretty stoned atm...going 2 go 2 dougos very soon...i hope we get this pizza im pretty hungryaye... im in barons dads office :P on the computer listening 2 the white stripes...i think the song is called um...Little Acorns...haha its pretty cool song im feeling it aye...well im going 2 get off this so i can go see wats the go with this pizza aye bros

    ok lacter holla "
    mattymcfry

    Current Music: the white stripes - little acorns
    3 ain't happy ¦ they're feeling glad


    Friday, December 23rd, 2005
    Friday
    December 23rd, 2005 at 6:23am
    w00t w00t this is my last day of work :)
    at 1 this afternoon i am a free man 4 10 days and i am fully loaded thanks 2 my works sweet pay 4 this week :)

    well im off 2 do my last day 4 the yr

    later fools

    mattymcfry
    1 ain't happy ¦ they're feeling glad


    Thursday, December 22nd, 2005
    Thursday
    December 22nd, 2005 at 5:56pm
    table width=500 style='border:1px solid black; background-color:white; color:black;'><tr><td>Dear Santa...

    Dear Santa,

    This year I've been busy!

    Last Thursday I pushed [info]maynard_vare in the mud (-17 points). In August I punched [info]cam_dougo_ in the arm (-10 points). In May I bought porn for [info]androgyny____ (-10 points). Last week I gave [info]cunt__bag a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points). Last Wednesday I didn't flush (-1 points).

    Overall, I've been nice (12 points). For Christmas I deserve a new dolly!

    Sincerely,
    matty_mcfry
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    1 ain't happy ¦ they're feeling glad


    Thursday
    December 22nd, 2005 at 5:53pm
    This year I've been busy!

    Last Thursday I pushed [info] maynard_vare in the mud (-17 points). In August I punched [info] cam_dougo_ in the arm (-10 points). In May I bought porn for [info] androgyny____ (-10 points). Last week I gave [info] cunt__bag a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points). Last Wednesday I didn't flush (-1 points).

    Overall, I've been nice (12 points). For Christmas I deserve a new dolly!

    Sincerely,
    matty_mcfry
    they're feeling glad


    Tuesday, December 13th, 2005
    Tuesday
    December 13th, 2005 at 7:36pm

    hahaha whoops :P i forgot bout this picture from ingham rd...and i thought i was being a good drunk
    7 ain't happy ¦ they're feeling glad


    Saturday, December 10th, 2005
    Saturday
    December 10th, 2005 at 9:55am
    arh moran u r a cunt!!!!

    it fucking hurts like a bitch!!

    Current Mood: numb
    Current Music: The Amity Affliction - Cornerstone of Misery
    5 ain't happy ¦ they're feeling glad


    Tuesday, December 6th, 2005
    Tuesday
    December 6th, 2005 at 10:34am
    SICK :(
    well since sunday i hav been sick as a dog. went to the doctors finally and she told me that i hav a throat infection and a kidney infection... i gotta go back on either thursday or friday to see the results of my test on my pee pee to see if my kidney infection has gotten worse. well yeh it sucks hardcore being sick. i hav had this shit hole fever where i am always hot!... in my room aircon going full bull and same with the fan, im sitting in my boxers and yet still im covered in sweet.... and not even a completely cold shower cold cool me down... gaybar to the max! i finally got medicine so now i can actaully swallow intead of having 2 spit consistainly into a bucket which smelt so bad i had 2 clean it and i added vommit to the bath tub while cleaning it... it smelt so bad.

    mattymcfry

    Current Music: Deftones - Change (In the House of Flies) [Acoustic]
    2 ain't happy ¦ they're feeling glad


    Monday, November 28th, 2005
    Monday
    November 28th, 2005 at 7:29pm
    You Know What Grinds My Gears !!! mcfrys rant
    well i was thinking today at work and i think that wat im about to say is actually true...

    well today i was thinking bout stuff that has happened to me lately and i hav come 2 the conclusion that

    GIRLS R FUCKING LOSERS AND SHOULD STOP BITCHING!.... bout not being able 2 find a guy that stays loyal

    i mean come on girls.... u bitch and bitch that all men r cunts and cant stay loyal when in actual fact, u hav made them that way...

    like say u r a girl and u find this really nice boy who really really likes u and u go and lead him. U start holding his hand, kissing him and then telling him that u like him (to his face).... then all of a sudden u turn around and just say that things change and u just wanna be friends and the boys is ment 2 just go back 2 normal. so in return the boy acts like a real cunt to all girls and therefore treating them like crap by using them 4 sex and so on...

    and then its real funny in conversations with girls all they talk about is how such in such is a cunt, oh they just used me and shit like that... i laugh now when i hear such conversations cuz honestly u only hav your selfs 2 blame

    well thats enough of You Know What Grinds My Gears !!!

    mattymcfry

    Current Mood: thoughtful
    Current Music: Thrice - Image of the Invisible
    9 ain't happy ¦ they're feeling glad


    Sunday, November 27th, 2005
    Sunday
    November 27th, 2005 at 1:43pm
    MY WEEK :)
    well if u didnt know we went camping last night and i would have to say it was a sweet night until rob went 2 sleep... after he went 2 bed i sorta just stop trying 2 stay awake and hav fun and just smoked all night...was good 4 me 2 relax and chilli... lol me and rob made the sweetest story 2 the fantomas cd..it was awesome

    WASHED SESEL TODAY FOR THE 1st time...oh how nice and new looking she is now ♥ :)

    welll this week has been quite a good 1 actually.... had good days at work... whiched involved going on deliveries most of the week and i would get 2 sleep in the truck on the way out 2 the places ♥..oh yeh it was good. hanged out with many good friends at alexs....thanks weed 4 the TWO!!! special dances...they where very sexy :)

    after a good week like that i still get 2 thinking bout wat has happened in the span of 2 weeks... i would hav 2 say that these 2 weeks just gone hav changed me...for the worst or good i dont know yet... but i hav sorta cum 2 the conclusion that things will never go good again.... not like it was.... the time spent was so good i honestly dont know if i could eva be like that again.... its strange how all i can remember is the good times spent... but then again i always think about wat if?... wat if i didnt say these 2 words...things might of actually turned out 4 the best but hey... the world works in strange ways and that god set us all life plans and maybe i was just shown a lesson... oh well all i can do now is look forwards, enjoy my job and life and most of all..... enjoy the company of friends... cuz i really love the times spent just chillin and mucking around like the kids we r....

    well thats all
    mattymcfry

    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: underOATH - I'm Content With Losing
    they're feeling glad


    Monday, November 21st, 2005
    Monday
    November 21st, 2005 at 5:24pm
    AMITY AFFLICTION ROCK THE UNIS JOCKS
    well AMITY AFFLICTION on the weekend..... FUCKING AWESOME. i got 2 sit right nxt 2 the stage while they where playing.... it was awesome. to all those ppl that said amity where shit, boring wateva.... u r the shit boring ppl..... if u didnt like the music then y cum aye ????? i hav heard a few ppl say amity was shit... but funny enough they where there on the night?? go figure aye...stupid ppl..... back 2 amity they where awesome..... they sound so good... just like there cd. i got 2 go early and hang out with them :)...that was awesome... and after i got 2 hang out with him at alexs place...all in all a awesome night!

    later
    mattymcfry

    Current Mood: happy
    Current Music: As Cities Burn - Thus From My Lips, By Yours, My Sin Is Purg
    4 ain't happy ¦ they're feeling glad


    Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
    Wednesday
    November 16th, 2005 at 4:40pm
    Aerosmith - Hole In My Soul

    I'm down a one way street
    With a one night stand
    With a one track mind
    Out in no man's land
    The punishment sometimes
    Don't seem to fit the crime

    Yeah there's a hole in my soul
    But one thing I've learned
    For every love letter written
    There's another one burned
    So you tell me how it's gonna be this time

    Is it over?
    Is it over?
    'Cause I'm blowin' out the flame

    Take a walk outside your mind
    Tell me how it feels to be
    The one who turns
    The knife inside of me

    Take a look and you will find
    There's nothing there, girl
    Yeah I swear, I'm telling you, girl yeah 'cause

    (Chorus)
    There's a Hole In My Soul
    That's been killing me forever
    It's a place where a garden never grows
    There's a Hole In My Soul
    Yeah, I should have known better
    'Cause your love's like a thorn without a rose
    Yeah, yeah

    I'm as dry as a seven year drought
    I got dust for tears
    Yeah I'm all tapped out
    Sometimes I feel broken and can't get fixed

    I know there's been all kinds of shoes
    Underneath your bed
    Now I sleep with my boots on
    But you're still in my head
    And something tells me this time
    I'm down to my last licks

    'Cause if it's over
    Then it's over
    And it's driving me insane

    Take a walk outside your mind
    Tell me how it feels to be
    The one who turns
    The knife inside of me
    Take a look and you will find
    There's nothing there, girl, yeah, I swear
    I'm telling you girl yeah 'cause

    (Chorus)

    Yeah, is it over?
    Yeah, it's over
    And I'm blowing out the flame

    Take a walk outside your mind
    Tell me how it feels to be
    The one who turns
    The knife inside of me
    Take a look and you will find
    There's nothing there, girl, yeah, I swear
    I'm telling you girl yeah 'cause

    (Chorus)

    Oh, oh...

    Current Mood: confused
    Current Music: Aerosmith - Hole In My Soul
    they're feeling glad


    Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
    Tuesday
    November 15th, 2005 at 1:42pm
    well this is bullshit. u say u dont know wat u want but i know wat u want and its not me so y cant u just tell me. i would rather know the truth then be lead on. i try and i try but it just never seems 2 go anywhere. i am really fed up with this whole girl thing. all i want is someone that likes me! that actually wants 2 be with me, its just so crap that i know i will prob never find this :(

    thats all
    mattymcfry

    Current Mood: blank
    Current Music: NONE !!!!!
    6 ain't happy ¦ they're feeling glad


    Sunday, November 13th, 2005
    Sunday
    November 13th, 2005 at 1:51pm
    this is fucked! right now, i feel so low that i reckon i could kill myself and i would even care. its the worst feeling eva 2 know that u hav fucked up something special that u hav with some1........
    im over everything drugs, drinking, living i am just going 2 stay at home 4 a while now

    thats all
    mattymcfry

    Current Mood: lonely
    3 ain't happy ¦ they're feeling glad


    Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
    Wednesday
    November 9th, 2005 at 6:56pm
    w00t w00t
    yeah! im getting a car tomorrow afternoon so now i will have a car and be able to drive to work :)

    w00t w00t w00t

    well thats all
    mattymcfry
    i miss jodee to :)

    Current Mood: happy
    Current Music: A perfect circle - A Stranger
    1 ain't happy ¦ they're feeling glad


    Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
    Wednesday
    November 2nd, 2005 at 7:28pm
    OUCH !
    well 2day i slashed open my hand at work... oh yeh it was good :P it happened like this

    well i was stripping a panel and my hand slipped down the blunt end of the sheet and yeh my finger went straight down it and yeh a cut :P. this guy was helping me fix it up and i had 2 hold my finger tight so it wouldnt bleed and as i let go so he could wrap it it just started pissing out blood and i was laughing. so eventually we got it wrapped in duck tape and i went back 2 work. the end

    well thats all

    mattymcfry

    Current Mood: numb
    Current Music: Sum 41 - Some Say
    1 ain't happy ¦ they're feeling glad


    Thursday, October 27th, 2005
    Thursday
    October 27th, 2005 at 10:10am
    TASTE OF CHAOS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    YES ITS FUCKING 6 HOURS AWAY TIL I GET ON THE PLANE TO GO FUCK YEAH!!!
    ITS GUNNA BE FUCKING AWESOME GETTIN WASTED IN THE VALLY :P:P:P
    ....AND IT WILL BE GOOD TO SEE GOOD OLD GLEESON AGAIN

    well thats all
    prob my last post til i get back so

    cya on the flip side :P

    mattymcfry

    Current Mood: excited
    Current Music: Sunk Loto - Sunken Eyes
    1 ain't happy ¦ they're feeling glad


    Wednesday, October 26th, 2005
    Wednesday
    October 26th, 2005 at 7:07pm
    This Runs Through - Kiss The Envelope
    this song is fucking awesome and i would say its sorta how i am feeling atm so download it and hav a listen cuz its good

    This Runs Through - Kiss The Envelope
    Cut open this heart
    Now steal away my last real beat of hope
    And forget what has happened
    Remind me of living
    And the lack of blood that has brought me to my knees
    Withholding your mirrors down and stare
    Hold on to my reflection
    Now watch it bleed right through your hands
    Now lie
    Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm living now
    Slowly one by one the leaves began to bury my head
    You've realized this one thing
    As you watch me fade
    It begins to slip right beneath your hands
    As you've realized this one thing
    We begin to watch it bleed right through our hands
    This will bleed through your hands
    Hold this wound and pray for the strength to let me float away
    For what lies ahead is hope
    This will take my all
    Your eyes they tell me as I drift away
    All lyrics are property and copyright of their owners
    All lyrics provided for educational purposes and personal use only

    Current Mood: confused
    Current Music: This Runs Through - Kiss The Envelope
    they're feeling glad


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